Raw eating and human instincts, Part 1

I better start from the beginnings. 

My world-view changed considerably when at 19, I found a website of a certain someone that had strived for his entire life and paid the hardest price for it, though not losing his will to fight. That person, researched human nature for years, and by setting up specific living conditions and somewhat of a protocol to uncondition others from ingrained modern eating habits, he made It possible to observe behaviors and medical (in lack of lack of another term) realities wholly unknown until then, and still widly rejected, as with all novelties.

These experiences and observations, have the potential to change completely our conceptions of human nature, both body and mind/soul, and our conception of our place in the universe.

I came up on his website, to find a solution to both my lasting and worsening depressive state, and more importantly, my lung problems of unknown etiology which baffled physicians and which wouldn’t even let me enough energy to run, while I always was a very active and a bit of a tearaway, to be honest.

Facing the prospect of taking regular medications, I took a few belongings and went see thse people to at least, live enough by their side to get the hang of this “diet”(or rather new “practical philosophy”) and see my health come back.

I won’t lie: I have already had, an incredible, otherworldly feeling with and toward this man, with which I fell in love more than I ever had. I didn’t plan on coming back. But he did nothing special nor preyed on me, just provided advises and explanations regards to his own writings.
I thought I was bisexual before, though I lacked any practical experience. At least know I was sure. But these labels proved completely useless, to describe the wealth of feelings, longings and overtures that would become my new reality.